ZOMBIE AMBUSH!

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OK, this is not for you, this is for me. Maybe I can figure out how to breathe again if I write....

My dead selves have dug themselves up from their graves.......what would the grave-digger say now? I am being haunted by zombies everywhere, and I feel like a Zombie (yes, capital Z). Is this what they refer to when they say the courage to pass through charnel ground, the 8 great cemeteries? It is within here that one must find fearlessness to move toward the perfected state or be returned to ordinary, two dimensional, boring life. Snake eyes. The dice are coming up ordinary. I feel like I am going to vomit.

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